I wasn't too sure what to expect because when I was told that they really thought they'd have to bring me into the Hospice to get my situation under control, I couldn't help but be a little bit concerned.

But I've learned how much the Hospice team gives. When I got here, it really just took all those fears away because it's such a beautiful place and it's so well run and has the most lovely staff. 

I can't tell you how much this has meant to me. Everyone is so kind. There are people on hand who are supporting me emotionally. It's really amazing and I do really appreciate it.

I feel safe, comfortable, cared for, more than all of those things. Everything is better. 

The level of time that people here spend with you is incredible. My hair is very long and while I try to not to trouble the nurses too much to wash it too many times, I like to feel clean and I don't have the strength these days to do it all myself. I've had at least three showers where the team has taken an hour helping me do that sort of thing. Anywhere else and I'd be faced with having to either not have that shower or really test myself to the point of true exhaustion to have one.  

Julie meets a donkey visiting at St Helena Hospice

Nurse Claire with Julie at the Hospice